Do I Exist

from Motivation Problems by Future Girls

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am I a ghost
just a shadow in the wind
flickering the lights off and on again
can you hear me calling out my crimes
of am I just not worth the time
am I invisible to everybody else
distort this perception of myself
the days go from long to short and back
I still don’t know how I should react
do I even exist at all
keep waiting to break my own fall
do I even exist at all?
am I stagnating or just staring at the wall
spring has faded into my oncoming fall
who knows where i’ll be the next time
october comes to claim my mind
and then the cycle begins again
downturn this recovery to resurrection
I close my eyes with blinking fists
and I’m left to wonder
what I don’t exist?
hood up
eyes down
I walk downtown
mumbling sorrys
and apologies to everyone I meet

do I even exist at all
keep waiting to break my own fall
do I even exist at all

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from Motivation Problems, released June 1, 2018

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Dirt Cult Records
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